I am just popping in to let you know that I haven’t forgotten you or forgotten how to write a blog post. I am just having a difficult time writing and staying focused. One minute I am pushing myself like crazy to stay busy to keep my mind occupied and my body going. Then I can’t seem to do either very well. I don’t think my body has recovered yet from the exposures either.
I have talked about the spoon theory where you have only so many spoons in a week and you have to be careful not to use them all before the week is gone. I think I have used my physical and emotional spoons up for the next month.
Last night I went to bed early to read. Everything seemed fine until I put my book away and was there with my mind left to its own devices. The hurt hit me hard and I sat up and fed my journal with my emotions and let the tears fall. The result was a poem for my dad. It isn’t the one that I want to write; the one that I keep trying to write but the words don’t come. They will in time. I hope to share last night’s poem with you when I have fine tuned it.
I am going to go through some of my older blog posts tomorrow and share some Catch-Up Mondays with you this week. I have many drafts sitting here waiting to be finished, but they will have to wait a little longer.
Thank you all for your patience. If there is a topic you would like me to write about or share again, please feel free to let me know.